These past few days has been very horrible for me. Aside from I don’t physically feel well, the pressure from work is really keeping up on me. And to top it all, just earlier, I got schemed by a customer so I had to refund the money to the shop because it was my fault that I got tricked. I was not being extra alert.
This situation I’m in really upset me. I have no one to share my problems and thoughts going in my head, I can’t vent out my frustrations and have someone to comfort me. There’s a lot of bad things going in my life this past few days.
But at the end of the day, I realized a lot of things I failed to take notice.
Why would I search for someone when there’s Jesus Christ, just waiting for me to call for help? He’s always all ears.
Why would I let my concerns dominate me when He had already answered my lamentations since the beginning of ages? All I have to do is to trust Him because His timing is always perfect. After all, He already set the things into their own place since day one.
Why would I let myself worry such little things when I have a GOD bigger than all my problems? He’s bigger than all my fears, than any distress the devil had laid before my feet.
HE’S BIGGER THAN ANYTHING.
Just thinking about it makes me realize that all of my worries is vain. It’s pointless if I let myself be control by my surroundings, it will only make my day even worse.
Thank you Lord for everything. I know I’ve already said this a million times but let me reflect for awhile. I want to show to the one who’s reading this how much I am joyous of having You in my life.
You’re always there for me. I’m sorry if I often take Your love for granted. I’m sorry for abandoning You at my good times and coming back to Your arms, frustratingly crying.
But.. words can’t express my gratitude.
You were there for me at my highest and lowest point, even I already failed you a lot of times, You didn’t turned Your back on me and neglect me. You witnessed all of my struggles, my ups and down. You know me more than my earthly parents. My secrets, they were not hidden from You.
And this I know certainly after all of those hardships: heartbreaks and trials makes us more closer to God.